totally unnecessary.

it will just be so difficult. do you even understand?

fucking bs.

disappointment, i guess.

what else can i feel?

oh well….

one more step could just be the hardest step to talk

i havent updated properly.. typing more than 1 sentence for a very long time.

time has passed so quickly. now i only got one more day before byebye to my internship. this internship has been great – i have met really cool people and learnt quite a bit..

after which, i m heading to penang with my mum and aunties..

after which, im finally gonna bid 20 goodbye and say hi to 21. then im flying off to shanghai for 3 weeks. coming back to singapore after that for only 4 days then flying off again back to london…

a very very hectic schedule i must say, but this is what i have planned since january for myself. but now, when im going to execute it, i cant help but to feel that i actually dont want to leave singapore.

this holidays has been so amazing so far.. i have met new friends, done crazy stuff, finally doing a malaysia roadtrip again, hanging out with people that i value so much.. maybe cos i know i wont get to come back so often next year, i really dont want to leave yet.

but i guess only time will tell me what i should do. cos there may never be the right thing to do.

happier but afraid

i live my life offline

when we r happy, we write little.

when we r sad, we write a lot.

when i write this, am i happy or sad?

hahaha…

you said i was stupid to do it, yea i agree. but i guess i trust you so much that you will be the only one i told. or maybe i shouldnt even have told you in the first place.

oh well……..

when walking to the bus stop, being a little high, i had such a great urge to just msg you something stupid. at least i stopped myself.

learning self-control now. on my temper, on my diet, on the alcohol….

now just TGIF and JB on saturday!!! (: (:

really just starting to enjoy taking it easy and just meeting friends to chill and catch up.

i dont ask for more.